Winnings/losses so far on SNGs-MTTs on PokerStars on some stakes and games

Mistakes

  I know, I run so bad. I have spent so much money on poker but still I have no strategy on how to get into a longer winning period. But, I don't blame it on anyone except me. I realize it is tough to focus after 9-10 hours a day at work without days off, so it makes it easier to lose focus and to tilt and to start to mix the stakes and games in those circumstances... Many times I would make money in SNGs then splash it all on MTTs or ZOOM. I have had enough of depositing over and over again and it is about time to wake up. Luckily I earn good money at my job so my poker losses didn't affect my life too much, but I would love to save some money aside and to master the discipline in poker and to finally quit this hard job I am doing and get some free time for my girlfriend, family and friends and poker of course.

  So many times I would go to work from 4pm until 1am, so a 9 hour shift, and even though I know it is not clever to play so tired I would start a session and of course mostly lose... I was thinking, to completely focus on playing 50fifty SNGs, with occasional shots on MTTs, so no cash or ZOOM until I see how my ROI is gonna be then. I will stop playing : tired,when I have personal obligations to fulfill, higher stakes for my bankroll, so many factors that are costing me time and money...
   I never really thought of quitting, because winners never quit and I know I will succeed in what I love doing.It bothers me that in life true dedication and honesty isn't rewarded and capability, here in Montenegro is only who you know and your connections. For poker it is convenient to be settled here to do it, because the living expenses are not as in western Europe and it is now prohibited by law and it is a small touristic country which is so beautiful with a terrific coast and the sea, also with spectacular mountains.
  I don't expect anyone to read this, but in case I make it, it will be an awesome reminder for me and a great public documentation for an achievement I am hoping to make.I will post few graphs and screenshots of my losses so far.
   Greetings to all, feel free to comment on anything, I will keep you posted.

My cash games losses on Pokerstars so far by stakes